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Kiss me by russiant Kiss me :iconrussiant:russiant 0 1 desire me by russiant desire me :iconrussiant:russiant 1 0 toxic by russiant toxic :iconrussiant:russiant 1 2 happy by russiant happy :iconrussiant:russiant 1 0 Change my world by russiant Change my world :iconrussiant:russiant 0 2
Suicide note
I know you love me too much to condemn my soul,
I know you won't make me stay here,
when this is the last place I want to be,
Please let me go and stay to make your dreams come true,
this way I'll rest in peace
and please don't forget, I will always love you...
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I miss you by russiant I miss you :iconrussiant:russiant 1 3
I'll just have to consume myself, day by day;
slowly, so people won't realize I'm actually dying...
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keep it Colorful by russiant keep it Colorful :iconrussiant:russiant 1 2
why do I miss you
"locked up in our own world",
those are the words you said.
Sometimes it's difficult to come out
but I know that if I knock on your door
I will always be welcome...
But somehow that isn't enough,
I need you more than you think.
I don't want to be a burden to you
but I don't have anywhere else to go.
Can I rest my head on your shoulder
and if tears come out can you just pretend it's rain?
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she, her, I by russiant she, her, I :iconrussiant:russiant 0 1
let me go
Why am I here? Tell me a good reason of why should I keep breathing. Tell me why I shouldn't just jump. Wouldn't it be easier to take the blade and cut so deep I would no longer exist? I already know that with an overdose I wouldn't even realize my death. It won't hurt, I promise, but please let me go...
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avoiding him
Doing everything she can to stay away
trying to stop looking into those eyes that once froze her
avoiding anything that could make her weak
but as always she can't hide who she truly is
and ends up where she didn't want to be
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every day it becomes more and more difficult
looking at the mirror and feeling like a failure
trying to reach a goal and sacrificing all I have
don't know who I am anymore
every time someone different speaks inside my head
loudest voice saying "stop!! be strong, you don't need it"
while other is saying  "it wont hurt, just a little... "
and myself has become the lowest voice " what you waiting for??"
its my personal living hell
trying to hide it, but everyone's looking
but still I wont stop until I get what I want
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like a ghost
I still cry every night before I go to sleep,
I try to hold it all in, to put my mind in blank and get lost with the music
but I just can't, nothing can stop me from crying
and as if it wasn't enough
I still curl up while I'm in the shower
finding strength to get on with my life
It has almost become a habit
curled up, with my eyes closed, hugging myself so tight,
digging my nails into my skin and not wanting to let go
drops of water keep falling on my face
making my eyeliner bleed and turn my tears black
I can't stand this anymore... it hurts...
everyday I become more like a ghost
without heart, without emotions and invisible
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Running out of time.. by Atom001 Running out of time.. :iconatom001:Atom001 2 0 sex by porsylin
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WoW and Sex by MasterRambler WoW and Sex :iconmasterrambler:MasterRambler 5,983 1,141 my favorite backpack by flashparade my favorite backpack :iconflashparade:flashparade 460 75 by flashparade :iconflashparade:flashparade 1,198 147 kataang - elements in love by molokolo kataang - elements in love :iconmolokolo:molokolo 16,542 1,206 curve cut by ArtOriginal curve cut :iconartoriginal:ArtOriginal 412 23 Wavering winds by duskemi Wavering winds :iconduskemi:duskemi 16 15 The Black Lie by Zindy The Black Lie :iconzindy:Zindy 346 44 The Rose and the Blade by DawnAllynnStock The Rose and the Blade :icondawnallynnstock:DawnAllynnStock 2,092 263 Fire-raiser by 88grzes Fire-raiser :icon88grzes:88grzes 8,207 811 Fire by Serio555 Fire :iconserio555:Serio555 1,784 172 Of Fire by FallingToPieces Of Fire :iconfallingtopieces:FallingToPieces 4,162 436 Blue Hair by dreamangelkristi Blue Hair :icondreamangelkristi:dreamangelkristi 710 44 Anime by imnotpretty Anime :iconimnotpretty:imnotpretty 2,071 1,997




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Atom001 Featured By Owner May 21, 2011
Thanks for the fave^^
fearless1213 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2010
thanks for adding my "idk" to your faves. :hug:
burningseven Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2010
de vd te gusto... no se pense q este no iba a ser mucho de tu agrado jeje pero good
russiant Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2010
no me gusta que lo hayas tenido q escribir... lo siento, I didn't give you for granted and Im sorry I ran away. Siempre me ha gustado como escribes and even I don't like that I made you feel that way I love how you can turn something so hurtful into something so beautiful. te amo
burningseven Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2010
some people say that the poets life is a sad one because from pain beatuy emerges, i say that if you make something beautyful and you find the way to actualy live with it then it stops being painful...solo no lo vuelvas a hacer por favor soy fuerte pero cuando me quiebro me transformo en millones de pedazos qu me cuesta mucho volver a juntar jeje
burningseven Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2010
yeiiii gracias por el fav jeje
russiant Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2010
:D d nda ^^
burningseven Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2010
te amp
LaviniaU Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2010
Thank you for the favs` :D :hug:
shuttered-smiles Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2010   Photographer
thanks for the fave
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